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Unhinged,

It is you again. 😊 I make my head spin as well.

...your very first post here was about all of the asterisks in your life. Are you done with the asterisks?

That is a wonderful and spot on question to ask me. I hadn’t put my name here in context to this post. That was a big miss on my part, and I appreciate you bringing it to my attention. I can say with full confidence that the asterisks I have been living with, for the 1st time in 32 years, have an offramp and I plan on visiting each one of them and attempt to swerve them onto that exit.

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5Decades,

It is so very nice to hear from you again. As with other comments you have shared with me, your professional expertise has helped and supported me in my journey.

If you look at a simple example, you will see that we do recognize this fact in our daily lives. Take the example of a five year old child who stole cookies from a cookie jar. When confronted, the adult is aware that we don’t say, "You are a bad person!" Instead, we say, "That was not a good thing to do." The simple change in language focuses on the behavior of the child, not his character. That change is an important distinction.

And that drives home what I am beginning to understand about using, what I see, as the proper words and phrasing for a given situation. And how important it is not to make permanent something or someone that has the desire to change.

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Neverwithoutmychildren,

I have to say that at first I avoided this thread because I feared the title was provoking but I am so glad I read it and the title was simply exactly what it is lol.

I had to go back and reread my title with what I understand as your original perspective of this being a "provoking" post. Though that was not my intention, I can now see how that might have been interpreted that way. Made me sad.

Thank you for giving my words a try, and it makes my momentary sadness diminish knowing that you are glad that you read my post. I hope it brought some comfort.

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Want2BHappyAgain,

You are not stuck in your worst moment. You are one act of faith away from a rewritten story.

Though I do not come to this issue from a faith perspective I still like and agree with your conclusion. I would like to add to it - that one’s actions also helps a person rewrite their life’s story. Not everyone will like or accept this new story and that is their right. But that non acceptance does not void the renewal. Thanks for sharing your scripture perspective.

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Buckles,

The words describe action, and the action is abhorrent. When trust is violated, when that violation is thoughtless, and cruel, then it redefines the person that committed that violation.

There is not one word above that I can find fault in. All your descriptors are true. And if the wayward spouse refuses to redefine themselves or the betrayed spouse refuses to allow for a redefinition of their spouse then divorce is the wise and most kind option because it allows the best course of action so that everyone involved may best heal.

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A little over a year ago, when I was early into IC, my therapist asked me if I viewed myself as a betrayed spouse. I said yes back then, but after another year of therapy, along with some pretty heavy healing, I now view myself as a former recipient of infidelity, but I no longer allow that to define who I am.

I had Chicken Pox once, but I got through it, healed from it, and moved on.
I was cheated on once, but I got through it, healed from it, and am nearly fully past it. Still plenty of 2 am wake ups remembering, but they lessen every day. The future looks way brighter now.

CopingMyBest,

I was cheated on once, but I got through it, healed from it, and am nearly fully past it. Still plenty of 2 am wake ups remembering, but they lessen every day. The future looks way brighter now.

This was wonderful to read. Well done, well said. It sounds to me as like the "2am wake ups" are not not going to be long-haul companions. And you accomplished this in 1 year! That is amazing!!!

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